We spend our lives being taught to live and look outside of ourselves for answers to this game. From a young age we were always told what to do, who to be and what to think and blindly we complied. Not questioning, not resisting, just allowing our lives to be shaped into what others deemed acceptable.
From there we turn into obedient slaves working the system; but for who exactly? For who does this all benefit? And Why? Why were we brought into this prison planet that has everything dictated to us? Is there even free will or just choices? I ask these questions and many more as I should have asked them right from the beginning of my entrance to this world.
I am taking a hard deep look at exactly who I am and the circumstances that led me to be able to break free, yes because once you start asking these questions, it is a sign that you are awakening, you are ready for the Return, the remembering who the real you is.
The programming being passed down through generations is done by others like us that have followed the game plan, a world where you are 95 percent on auto pilot running the operating system that was installed in you at a very early age. Your beliefs, your fears, your rituals, every single thing about you has been manipulated into an identity that isn't even you.
How odd is that statement? How scary is it? Imagine just reading that and seeing for the first time in your life that who you think you are is not the real you?
Can you even conceive that what was passed down through parental guidance, social acceptance and religious beliefs was preparing you to enter a system of the utmost control? A person who reads this and get's angry, must ask the question, why? There we go again, asking questions, why do we feel threatened when our very identity and core beliefs gets questioned? It's because we have the fear installed in us that without these beliefs, without the narratives, we will feel lost, no knowing exactly what to do, how to act and how to continue in life. A death shall we say of the person you actually thought you were occurs, leaving an empty hollow vessel to start all over.
Fear, the biggest form of control in our lives was beautifully engineered, easy to install in all beings. An emotion so powerful that people actually stop in their tracks and are not able to move forward, not able to think for themselves, relying on the external world for guidance and for validation.
The illusion has been so grand and so many people fall to it, it's a game with cleverly programmed optics, that for those who awake to it show just how powerful we actually are.
Life, a game where we are birthed into it, highly manipulated, everything seems real and yet it's not. Being fed story after story, cluttering our minds with constant distractions, keeping us always turned on and turned against each other. Why would we ever sign up for an experience like this?
The biggest question we all ask at one point in our lives, why I am here? What is my purpose? Is it simply to play the game? Is this human experience just like the game escape room, where you will need to decipher and find clues to move onto the next level, having the thrill of figuring it out and in the end, finishing the challenge and moving onto the next assignment?
Is our life meant to be of constant control? Having only glimpses of love and joy only to fall back into the game of slavery?
Some do well in this game and achieve 50 percent of what they set out to do, other's are so distraught at this life that they no longer wish to play and just stop and let go until their time is done. In the end all still slaves to the game that has been created.
But there are those who have a feeling that there is more to this experience, that life is so much grander and meaningful than what was presented. Questions start and they never stop, the rabbit holes are deep but are false as they are all part of the distraction section in this game. The layers run so deep that after seeing it you will never look at life the same way, you see the patterns as if they are passing in front of you on a computer screen.
It's when you move passed those phases of seeing through all that has been done to us and knowing that you are an exceptional being with unimaginable powers that has always had the ability to create their own reality and until they were on the path of the Return, creating a life with prompts installed by others.
How liberating is that? How out of this world mind blowing is that? We are the creators of everything happening to us right now good or bad, it's all us.
I fall back to a memory, many times of my grandmother Rosa, I can still see her as if it was happening today, saying to me, if you are not good, than change. A lady so shy and dramatized at the life she had been creating saying the most profound thing ever, shifted me into a different belief, a belief that I actually have the control and am able to do what ever it was I most desired. Just had to believe and feel that I could.
For all those who have asked the questions and broken through the veil of forgetfulness, what a trip it has been and will continue to be, those who have yet to start their Return, it is time to start, no matter how fearful it may look, no matter what life has shown to you thus far. Start with just one question, you can end up finally meeting the real you!